I am sorry

The last thing I want to do is to be so cold and numb towards my family.
I dunno how they really think but it just hurts me so too.

But I was...

Too jaded lately to feel a thing more.

The fear of going thru such trauma is so painful.

Really..

Inside is so hollow and painful.

I couldnt care more to make another kind expression when I have a choice.

Spare my soul.

I am really tired.


Just a little while more.


Lemme heal my broken soul.


Before I can return.

I will try,yea?